Is that too much for my holes? For 1x double dildo in both holes at the same time!

I haven't dared to admit it until now, but I've always had the fantasy of what it would be like to feel it in both holes at the same time. Now I've finally dared to do it! I bought the dildo brand new, I was a bit nervous but I really wanted to know what it was like and whether they would even fit in. And now I can't get enough of the feeling! Do you think that's too dirty? Or would you help me with that? Write me a comment if you liked it :*